Questions

I don't expect answere to this, it is just a question that is running through my head.

Where do I go from here? Am I running?

I sometimes wonder if this desire to get away stems from my ambition to get away from my past. While I don't regret what I have done, as those experiances shape who I am, I am not proud of all my choices, and I do want to distance my self from them.

Before I was content to spend the rest of my life here, starting a family, living a normal life. That was what I always aspired to do. Now, all that has changed. I am restless. I want to go away. I have always been interested in travel, but now I want to pick up and just move somewhere, anywhere for a year or two, then move on to the next place.

I know there is nothing wrong with this idea. It would be an awfuly grand adventure. Yet the question remains.