Dreams
Although I don't get much sleep at night, the times I do fall asleep seam to be full of dreams. Now I take a more psycological aproach when it comes to dreams. I do not believe they are prophetic, or messages from above. Rather I believe that dreams are just the visulisation of your subconscience mind working when it is most active. Without the outside world to distract you, your subconscience thoughts become visable. In a dream you are just working out the problems of your life. And in that sence they are important. Especialy if you have a recuring dream. Your subconscience wants you to take notice of it.
That is where I am at now. For the last couple of years I've been having the same recurant dream, over and over. It's not the only dream I have, but I dream of it at least once or twice a month. I figure it must be urgent, and I don't know what it means. I figure if I write it down it may help, so here it goes.
It starts out I am in a field. I have a rifle, and am clay shooting, thats where a machine shoots a clay disk into the air and you shoot it, it is used for target practice. I think it is important to say I have never been clay shooting or know anyone who does in real life. Anyways, in the dream I am, however, instead of clay disks they are human heads. I shoot every one. Then the head of a girl goes by, I don't know who she is, but I try to shoot it, but I can't squeze the trigger. Her head then flys over the horizon.
Inside I feel that I have to find the head so I can shoot it, so I start walking. There is a dirt road, the landscape is just rolling hills as far as the eye can see, no trees, just grass. I walk the road for what seams like hours till I come to a forest. I do not enter it, but just inside I see the girl. This time she is not just a head, but in full form. I feel this pang of sadness for her, but I raise my gun and take aim. I don't want to but now I have no control over my body. I try to scream at her to run but no sound comes out of my mouth. I squeze the trigger and shoot her. I drop the gun and run to her, tears streaming down my face. But when I get there, there is no body, just the head, but it is not her head, it is mine. Then lights start flashing, like your in a dark room with a bad florecent light bulb, but instead of being in the forest I am in a old institutional facility. All stainless steel and blocks. There is bars on the window, and when I look out, I see the girl. Thats when I wake up.
I have yet to determine what this all means. It has to be important, because I have it all the time. But what am I trying to work out? Is it a warning? I guess I'll have to keep searching for the answer, there are none here.
That is where I am at now. For the last couple of years I've been having the same recurant dream, over and over. It's not the only dream I have, but I dream of it at least once or twice a month. I figure it must be urgent, and I don't know what it means. I figure if I write it down it may help, so here it goes.
It starts out I am in a field. I have a rifle, and am clay shooting, thats where a machine shoots a clay disk into the air and you shoot it, it is used for target practice. I think it is important to say I have never been clay shooting or know anyone who does in real life. Anyways, in the dream I am, however, instead of clay disks they are human heads. I shoot every one. Then the head of a girl goes by, I don't know who she is, but I try to shoot it, but I can't squeze the trigger. Her head then flys over the horizon.
Inside I feel that I have to find the head so I can shoot it, so I start walking. There is a dirt road, the landscape is just rolling hills as far as the eye can see, no trees, just grass. I walk the road for what seams like hours till I come to a forest. I do not enter it, but just inside I see the girl. This time she is not just a head, but in full form. I feel this pang of sadness for her, but I raise my gun and take aim. I don't want to but now I have no control over my body. I try to scream at her to run but no sound comes out of my mouth. I squeze the trigger and shoot her. I drop the gun and run to her, tears streaming down my face. But when I get there, there is no body, just the head, but it is not her head, it is mine. Then lights start flashing, like your in a dark room with a bad florecent light bulb, but instead of being in the forest I am in a old institutional facility. All stainless steel and blocks. There is bars on the window, and when I look out, I see the girl. Thats when I wake up.
I have yet to determine what this all means. It has to be important, because I have it all the time. But what am I trying to work out? Is it a warning? I guess I'll have to keep searching for the answer, there are none here.
posted by The Cube at 5:05 AM
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