Out Of Fuel
"So sick, so sick of being tired, and oh so tired of being sick."
Taking Back Sunday
Taking Back Sunday
I don't know what it is, but I have been so tired the last several days. I feel so drained, so empty. It is a chore just to drag myself out of bed in the morning. It's not that I haven't had sleep, I actualy have been getting to sleep. But it's just not a restfull sleep. I toss and turn all night. It hasn't helped that work has been absloutly crazy busy, and that there is a whole lot of drama going on with my friends.
I'm starting to wonder if this will drive me crazy. I think it is all coming down to anger. Anger at a lack of control in my life, anger at all the injustice, the betryal. I just need to get away from it all. I hate having to feel so down. It's not who I am, but it seams that lately, it is. And That has got to change.
posted by The Cube at 6:53 PM
1 Comments:
I have thought for a while that isolation is one of the primary causes for depressive states. And our modern culture fuels isolation (I could go on and on as to how and why), and THIS is what I wish could change.
I mean, you may be surrounded by people, but if you feel no real connection with your friends, for example, you are going to feel alone and isolated. And, as much as I value real community, I also realize just how hard it is to come by. So, there is no easy way.
I hope things lighten for you soon, Cube.
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